Pehli Nazar Mein Mohabbat: Ek Ajeeb Si Khem

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Lagbhag do saal pehle, main apne dost Arjun ke saath ek technology conference ke liye Mumbai gaya tha. Yeh event humare kaam, digital marketing se judi hui thi, aur yahan sabhi badi tech companies apna stall laga rahi thi. Har jagah hustle tha — log apne business cards exchange kar rahe the, new products ko explore kar rahe the, aur conference hall mein ek energy thi jo sabko excite kar rahi thi. Arjun aur main har stall ko dekhte hue, kabhi kisi se baat kar rahe the, kabhi kuch naye snacks try kar rahe the jo humne pehle kabhi nahi khaye the.

Waisa bhi, mere life mein kuch din pehle ek emotional setback ho chuka tha, aur isliye ladkiyon se mujhe zyada koi interest nahi tha. Par Arjun ke saath ghoomte ghoomte, mujhe lag raha tha ki kuch alag hona chahiye. Tabhi meri nazar ek stall par lagi — yeh tha GoDaddy ka stall. Aur jo ladki wahaan counter par baithi thi, usne jaise mujhe apni taraf kheench liya ho.

Main ek pal ke liye bilkul thoda shocked ho gaya. Yeh pehli baar tha jab main kisi ko itne intense tarike se dekh raha tha. Usse pehle toh main kisi ladki ki taraf dekhta bhi nahi tha, lekin us ladki ki aankhon mein kuch tha jo mujhe puri tarah se apni aur khinch raha tha. Uske baal, uski smile, uski aankhon ki chamak — sab kuch perfect tha. Main bas uski taraf dekhta raha, ek lambe waqt tak.

Woh ladki ek guest ke saath baat kar rahi thi, aur main thoda door se hi usse dekh raha tha. Jab tak woh guest chala nahi gaya, main apne aapko rok nahi pa raha tha. Vo jo smile usne mujhe di, wo smile… jaise vo sirf mujhse baat karne ka intezaar kar rahi ho. Uske baal thode se ghoom rahe the, uski chashma pehni hui thi, aur uske jo expressions the, wo har pal mujhe uski aur kheench rahe the.

Arjun ne kaha, “Chal, wahan chalte hain,” par main bas wahan se hilne ki bhi himmat nahi kar raha tha. Lagbhag 10 minute tak main usse bas dekh raha tha, uski ek ek baat, uski har ek smile, uske gestures — main ek alag hi duniya mein tha. Uski aankhon ka magic, vo jo softness thi uski smile mein, wo sab mujhe aur bhi zyada apna bana raha tha.

Tabhi, jaise hi guest counter se gaya, usne apni ek lambi saans li. Uska chehra kuch tense tha, jaise koi baat jo usse chahiye thi, par vo usse express nahi kar rahi thi. Main thoda aur anxious ho gaya — "Ab kya?" Usse baat karne ka ek hi chance tha, aur main usse kho dena nahi chahta tha. Mere andar ek toofan tha, kuch aise emotions jo main samajh nahi pa raha tha. Par ek cheez thi jo main jaanta tha — mujhe usse baat karni thi.

Maine apne aap se kaha, “Agar aaj maine isse baat nahi ki, toh apni life ka sabse bada coward ban jaunga.” Maine apne jitne bhi doubts the unhe ek side par rakha, apne jo bhi sharm thi, usse door kiya, aur khud ko samjhaya — "Ja, aur baat kar. Kuch toh naya shuru kar."

Maine ek lambi sans li aur uski taraf badha, vo to dekh hi rhi thi ki koi uske stall par aaye so jaise hi usne mujhe apni taraf aata dekha. Smile kia aur boli – “Hello Sir“ Main ab normal dikhne ki kosish kar rha tha so maine bhi use smile ke saath Hello bola. Usne pucha “Sir How Can I help you?” Maine aise hi bol diya – “What are the best cloud hosting plans you have mam?” Uske baad vo mujhe plans ke bare me btane lagi, lekin main plan sun kha rha tha, mera to sara dhyan uske lips par the, aisa lag rha tha maano uske hontho se Somras tapak rha ho aur main duniya ka sabse bada pyasa hu. Pta nhi usne kya kya bola aur achanak bolte huye ruk gyi. Fir mere samne apna haath hilate huye boli “So Sir do you like any, or should I explain more plans?”


Tabhi mujhe achanak pta nhi kya hua, maine use bola – “I’m sorry so ask this, but May I know your name please?”. Usne halka sa smile kiya aur boli “Sure, I’m Himanshi (changed name)” Naam btate huye usne ek katilana smile kiya jisse mera hausla aur badh gya. Fir maine use bol diya – “Can I call you Himanshi? Instead of mam? if you don’t mind” usne bola, “Sure Sir no problem” fir maine bhi smile kiya aur ab mujhe lag rha tha ki meri usse dosti ho chuki hai, halanki main janta tha ki sabse pyar se baat karna to uski job hai. Ab mujhse rha nhi ja rha tha so maine use bola..

“Himashi, actually I’m not looking for any plans! I just wanted to talk to you for a moment” usne bola – “Sure”. Can we sit there and talk for a couple of minutes, maine paas pade sofe ki taraf ishara karte huye kha. Usne fir ek gajab ki smile di aur ek second ke liye meri taraf tirchi najro se dekha aur bada mast sa face bna ke boli – “only if it’s important” main 2 second ke liye chup ho gya, vo bhi meri najro me dekh rhi thi aur main bhi. Maine kha “it’s damn important” vo hansi aur boli “OK, Come”. Use pta lag gya tha, saala tharki maje le rha hai, kuch lena dena hai nhi isne.

Sofe par baithte hi maine bade pyar se pucha “Himanshi Do U understand Hindi? I mean, can We talk in hindi??” vo halka halka hans rhi thi but khud ko serious dikhane ki kosish kar rhi thi, usne naughty sa face bnate huye bola – “Hanji. Bolo kya baat hai?” Bas ab to mujhe aisa lag rha tha ki apni friendship pakki ho gyi. Maine fir se ek lambi sans li aur bola – “Himanshi, pta nhi main jo kahne ja rha hu vo mujhe kehna chahiye ya nhi par mujhse rha nhi jar ha bina kahe so kehna hi padega” to vo boli – “Acha jab nhi rha jayega to bolo fir” ye kahte huye hasne lgi. Maine bhi smile kiya aur himmat juta ke bola – “First of all your name is beautiful” usne apna chashma utara aur thodi sa professional look se bahar aayi. Ladkiyo wali cute si smile face par thi vo boli “Acha! Sach me?”

Jab ladki ne ye baat keh di to samjho gaadi shi direction me jar hi hai. Maine kha “Hanji, naam aapka bhut sundar hai par….” Main bolte huye ruk gya, vo tabhi boli “par, par kya??”. Maine kha“Par aap to apne naam naam se bhi khoobsurat ho” vo sab samajh rhi thi lekin kuch keh nhi rhi thi aur mere taraf aise dekh rhi thi maano nazro se keh rhi ho… Ha ha aur bolo aur bolo. Uski smile badi ho gyi “Ohhhh… kya baat hai” kahke vo hasne lgi. Fir humne kuch der aise hi baat ki aur ek short introduction share kiya.

Mujhe pata tha vo jyada der tak aise nhi baith sakti to maine final shot maara aur bola – “Koi plan aisa hai jisme aapka no. mil sake?” vo khil-khila ke hasne lagi. Chehre par khushi thi aur stress free lag rhi thi. Fir usne vapas apna chashma pehna aur khade ho kar boli – “It was nice talking to you K.K, but I can’t share my no. Sorry. Hope you understand” Maine use bola – “No problem dear, mera is event me aana successful ho gya, aapse baat karke ke liye 5 minute mile”. Usne bade pyar se Hand shake kiya aur `Bye` bol kar vapas counter par chali gyi. Ab main aajad sa mehsoos kar rha tha, uske baad main bhi conference hall me chala gya.

Room me maine Robin ko Himanshi ke bare me thoda bhut bataya aur laptop par thoda kam karne laga. Raat ke 7:30 baj gye. Dinner schedule 7 – 9 pm ka tha so Hum dinner ke liye chal diye. Stairs se niche jaate huye Main aur Robin saath hi ja rhe the tabhi Robin ke ghar se phone aa gya aur vo vhi ruk kar apne parents se baat karne laga kyuni niche se music ki aawaz aa rhi thi. Tabhi mujhe ek ladki ground floor par phone par baat karte dikhi. Vo railings ke shaare jhuk kar phone par baat kar rhi thi, uska figure bhi bhut bomb tha, usne purple color ka Prome Dress pehna hua tha, jisme uska figure aur bhi gajab lag rha tha, Upar se dekhne par uska figure bilkul Kim Kardasian jaisa Super Hot lag tha.


Use dekhte hi main niche ki taraf jaane laga. Tabhi Robin bola – “K.K mammi ne baat karni hai, le baat kar le” Oh shit. Mujhe Robin ki mammi se phone par baat karni pad gyi. Aunty puch rhi thi Beta sab theek hai na, tum log theek ho na, khana khaya, sambhal ke rehna. Maine jaldi me Hanji Aunty, Bilkul Aunty karke baat khatam ki. Fir maine Robin ko bola, Yaar abhi niche ek bomb ladki khadi thi pta nhi kha gyi. Uske bare me baat karte karte hum niche Dining hall phuch gaye.

Oh My Goodness!! Vha ka to najara hi alag tha. Michael Jackson ke rocking songs full volume me chal rhe the, disco lights chal rhi thi, log side me dance kar rhe the. 100 tarah ki dishes, 20 type ke sweet dish, Chicken, Fish ke aise aise dishes the jo na kabhi sune the na khaye so Main sab try karne ke liye bhut exited tha. Humne 2-4 photos khichi aur fir toot pade. Saala samajh nhi aa rha tha kya khaau, kya chodu. Kuch items maine 2-2 spoon plate me liya fir bhi plate full ho gyi. Side me Beer ka stall laga tha so Carlsberg ki Beer ki Cane li aur Bhole Baba ka naam le kar khana shuru kiya. Ek table khali tha so hum vha baith gye aur Five Star Hotel ke khane ke maje le rhe the. Tabhi piche se kisi ne halke se mere kandhe par tap kiya!

Maine piche mud kar dekha to koi ladki thi lekin light kam hone ke karan face nhi dikha, bas itna dikha ki koi ladki Haath hila ke hi kar rhi hai. Maine bhi Hi kiya aur sochne laga ye kaun hai bhai!. Tabhi usne kaan me jor se bola – “Hanji Akele Akele!!” Are ye to Himanshi hai. Main bhut khush ho gya use dekh kar aur khade ho kar usko bola “Akele Akele kyu aap bhi join kro ji. Aap baitho Main plate me daal ke lata hu aapke liye” Music ki aawaz bhut loud thi isliye jor jor se bolna pad rha tha. Usne bola Nhi! main kha chuki hu.

Vo mere saath waale chair par baith gyi, maine majak me puch liya – “Beer laau?” vo hasne lgi aur haath hilakar nhi ka ishara kiya. Maine majak me hi uske kaan me bola – “Peeti to jrur hogi” to vo boli – “Bahut rare, kabhi kabhi occasionally bas” maine kha are ye bhi occasion hi hai to vo hasne lgi aur boli “Ek already pee chuki hu“. Maine fir use chedte huye yun hi kha “Ek humare saath bhi pee lo fir” usne haste huye bola “OK.” Main Robin se bhi pucha aapko Beer chahiye to usne kha nhi meri abhi bachi huyi hai. Main Beer counter se 2 cane le aaya. Ek uske liye ek apne liye, meri pahle wali khatam ho gyi thi. Main fir se dinner khane laga aur vo dance karte huye logo ko dekh rhi thi. Maine use kha – “Are piyo, kya hua?” Vo boli “Nhi bahar ja ke“. Fir humne khana khatam kiya, maine Beer ki 2 Fresh Cane li ek Robin ko diya aur ek apne haath me.

Bahar nikal kar Robin bola Main bhut thak gya hu so main room me ja rha hu, sites bhi dekhni hai sab chal theek rhi hai ya nhi. Robin room ki taraf chala gya. Jab maine bahar light me use dekha to socho kya dekha, vo purple color Prome Dress wali ladki Himanshi hi thi, vo us dress me bhut sundar lag rhi thi. Maine uski Dress ki tareef ki, usne cute si smile kiya aur Hum idhar udhar dekhne lage ki ab kis taraf jaye. Tabhi usne ishara kiya aur boli udhar chale?. Maine kha, “Aap jha le chalo hum to jaane ke liye taiyar hai madam ” vo hasne lagi aur hum aage badhe.

purple color ka Prome Dress
Aisi Hi Purple Color ki Prome Dress Pehni thi usne
Bahar bhut acha mausam tha, andhera tha aur choti choti garden wali lights jal rhi thi. Hotel ke samne hi Lake thi aur lake ke agli taraf badi badi buildings. Najara kamal ka tha. Main ye sab pehli baar dekh rha tha. Vha aur koi nhi tha hum dono hi the. Vo Bench par baith gyi aur mujhe boli – “Aao baitho” Main bhi baith gya aur apni Beer ki Cane kholi, usne cane abhi tak nhi kholi thi so uske haath se le kar uski Cane bhi khol di, uske haath me Cane pakdaya aur apna Cane utha kar bola “Cheers!” usne bhi Cane se Cane takraya aur boli Cheers. Hum dono Beer peene lage. Main najare ki tareef kar rha tha aur vo chote chote sip Beer pee rhi thi. Mujhe pta hi nhi chala Main 3 Cane Beer pee chuka tha isliye mujhe thodi chadhne lagi so main Bench par fail kar baith gya, apna phone uske phone ke paas hi bench par rakh diya. Mera pair uske pair se touch ho rha tha par mujhe utna hosh nhi tha us time ki sambhal kar baithu. Vo mere phone me kuch kar rhi thi.

Tabhi vo boli – “Kya bol rhe the tum us time?” Mujhe thodi chadh gyi thi so ab main jyada care nhi kar rha tha, par main samajh gya tha ki vo din me jo hua uske baare me baat kar rhi thi. Main thoda jor jor se hanse laga aur bola – “Yhi Ki Aap bhut khoobsurat ho, bhut sundar ho, bhut haseen ho, Lajawab ho……..” pta nhi uske mood me kya chal rha tha par vo us waqt chahti thi ki mere man me jo hai use btau. Vo fir boli – “Kuch jyada tareef nhi kar di tumne meri” Main out of control nhi tha bas halki si chadhi thi par us time use itne paas dekh kar mera dil garden garden ho rha tha, Main bhut khush tha. Main chahta to control kar sakta tha par main control karna hi nhi chahta tha. So maine kha – “Jyada Tareef!! hahahaha…. Are asli tareef to maine aapki ki hi nhi abhi tak” To vo boli “Acha! to asli tareef kab karne ka irada hai?” Maine kha, “Asli tareef……! hahahaha…. Nhi ji nhi… Asli tareef nhi kar sakta, varna begane shehar me log marenge mujhe“. Vo boli – “Stupid aisa kuch nhi hoga, Main konsa kisi se tumhari shikayat karne ja rhi hu” Maine fir bhi mana kar diya aur chup ho gya.

Vo baar baar zid karne lagi. Achanak usne mera haath pakad liya aur boli “Please btao” Maine kha “Nhi yaar aapko bura lagega” vo boli “Nhi Lgega, btao” Maine fir mana kar diya. Usne kha “Theek hai to main ja rhi hu Bye” Main nhi chahta tha ki vo jaaye fir bhi maine kha “Bye Bye” Main dekhna chahta tha ki vo sach me jaati hai ya nhi. Meri sixth sense keh rhi thi vo nhi jayegi. Vo kehti “Main Sach me chali jaungi” Main bas hans rha tha kuch bola nhi. Vo khadi ho gyi, mujhe laga vo chali na jaaye par mujhe apne sixth sense par pura bharosa tha. Usne kha – “Chalo fir Bye, I’m going. Good Night” Main bas hans rha tha.

Agle hi pal mujhe ahsaas hua Vo Chali gyi! Han vo sach me chali gyi . Jab mujhe is baat ka ahsaas hua to mujhe bhut afsos ho rha tha, par vo to ja chuki thi. Main bhaag kar us raste ke end tak gya bur vo andar ja chuki thi aur ab use dhundhna muskil nhi namumkin tha. Main vapas usi jagah aa gya aur apne aap par gussa ho rha tha aur khud ko kos rha tha aur baar baar piche mud ke dekh rha tha. Par vo ja chuki thi.

Main sad ho gya aur afsos karte huye na chahte huye bhi room jaane ke liye utha. Tabhi piche se aawaz aayi. “Apna phone to lete jaao.” Mere Dil ko bhut sukun mila……jab main samjha ki vo nhi gyi thi , vo to vhi thi, bas thodi hi dur waale Bench par to baithi thi. Main bhut khush hua, mujhe Dil se bhut khushi ho rhi thi.

Main uske paas jaa kar saath baitha aur bhut achi smile ke saath use dekhne laga. Vo boli “Mujhe apni tareef sunna bahut acha lagta hai, bahut dino ke baad kisi ne meri tareef ki. Thank you so much. ” Main ab serious ho kar aur sambhal kar baith gya aur bina kuch kahe Smile ke saath uski taraf dekhne laga. Vo Boli… “Ab to btao please ki tum kya bol rhe the asli tareef“. Maine kha, “Yaar vo nhi keh sakta, aapko bura lgega“. Vo kehti “Nhi lgega. chalo agr bura laga to main khud bta dungi” Mujhe samajh nhi aa rha tha Main kya kru. Main chup chap Bench par baitha rha. Vo umeed ke saath meri taraf dekh rhi thi. Maine kha “Pakka bura nhi manogi na?” vo boli – “No. I promise. Bolo bhi ab“

Maine Kha….

Us time main aapke paas baat karne ke liye isliye gya tha kyunki “Aap mujhe bhut sexy lag rhi thi” Main itne par ruk gya vo meri taraf dekhti rhi ki main aur kuch khunga, jab kuch der main nhi bola to vo boli “Aur?” maine kha “Nhi yaar aur nhi keh sakta, Mujhe kha hi nhi jayega“. Vo zid karne lagi “No mujhe janna hai please btao” usne mera haath pakda aur boli “Tumhe meri kasam“. Mere paas ab koi option nhi tha. Fir mai foot pada…

Maine sab keh diya jo bhi mere dil me tha “Aap bhut hi, bhut hi, bhut hi jyada sexy ho. Aapko dekh kar mere hosh ud gaye the. Yaar aapki har ek cheez itni awesome hai ki main bta nhi sakta. you’ve perfectly toned body, aap manogi nhi maine aapki figure se jyada sexy figure aaj tak nhi dekha life me……..” Itna kehte kahte pta nhi kab vo mere bilkul paas aa gyi thi, vo bilkul mere bilkul saath baithi thi. Uska aur mera shoulder touch ho rha tha.

Hum dono ek dusre ki aankho me dekh rhe the. Mujhe nhi pta kaise mera haath uth uske Honthon tak chala gya… ungliyo ne uske lips chuye…., mujhe aisa laga mere pure shareer me bijli daud gyi. Uski sanse bhut tej ho gyi thi, mujhe aisa lag rha tha maano body ke sabhi taar Guitar ki tarah tut ke idhar udhar bikhar gye ho. Main uske hothon ke baare me kahne laga”Aapke honth itne rasile hai jaise unme Somras bhara ho, inhe chumne ko dil.. Pta nhi ye kahte kahte kab hum dono ek dusre ko Kiss karne lage, Main uske hothon ko kiss kar rha tha vo mere honthon ko kiss kar rhi thi. Vo paglon ki tarah kiss kar rhi thi, usne dono haathon se mera face pakda hua tha. Mujhe to vaise hi hosh nhi tha par lag rha tha vo bhi hosh me nhi rehna chahti thi. Achanak vo ruk gyi.

Jab vo ruki to hum dono ek dusre ki tarf dekh nhi pa rhe the. Meri nazre upar nhi uth rhi thi. 2 minute tak dono statue ki tarah Bench par baithe rhe. Fir usne mera haath pakda aur bina kuch kahe khadi ho gyi, main bhi khada ho gya par usse najre nhi mila pa rha tha. Badi himmat karke maine ek nazar uski taraf dekha. Vo mere taraf hi dekh rhi thi.. Hum dono ne bhut hi halki si smile ki Vo bina kuch kahe mera haath pakad kar kahi jaane ke liye aage badhi. Ab mujhme itni himmat nhi thi ki usse kuch puch paau. Bas uske saath chal diya. Lift me enter hote hi usne mujhe jor se hug kiya, halke se gaal par kiss kiya aur mere taraf dekhne lagi. Main smile ke alawa aur kya kru kuch samj nhi aa rha tha. Lift third floor par ja kar ruki.

Usne baaho me baahe daali aur hum aage chal diye. Ek room ke bahar ja kar ruk gye. Usne chote se purse se Key Card nikal kar lock open kiya. Mujhe samajh nhi aa rha tha ki ab kya karu. Vo mera haath pakad kar andar ki taraf jaane lagi. Main aage nhi badha, vhi khada reh gya. Usne piche mud kar meri taraf dekha. Mere bilkul paas aayi, meri nazron me apni nazre daal kar boli – “Don’t Worry, I’ll not kill you” Hum andar. Door Locked