Khoya Hua Pyaar Aur Taqdeer Ka Mazak

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Main sochta hu...
Kya kabhi kisi ki zindagi mein aisa waqt aaya hoga...
Kya kisi ne kabhi...
Khud se poocha hoga, kaise khud ko muskurana hai, jab aankhein aansuon se bhari hain...

Aaj meri zindagi mein bhi aisa hi waqt aaya hai...
Dekho, taqdeer ne mere saath kaisa mazak kiya hai...
Woh meri pyaar thi, meri jaan, jo meri apni thi...
Aaj uski saheliyon ne use kisi aur ki dulhan banne ke liye sajaya hai...
Jis par meri ek "haan" se khushi hoti thi...
Aaj usne meri so-so "haan" ko bhi thukraya hai...

Dekho, uska wo laal joda kitna chamak raha hai...
Jaise mere dil ka khoon usne uspe chadha diya ho...
Ham to wafa karke bhi apne dil ko sambhal na paye...
Pata nahi kaise us bewafa ne apne us nadan dil ko sambhala hoga...

Dekho, kaise woh khud ko dekh kar aaine mein muskurati hai...
Jaise usne mera dil tod kar koi bada teer chalay diya ho...
Woh apne har ek gehne ko sajane mein lagi hai...
Jaise meri mayyat par usne phoolon ko sajaya ho...

Dekho, uske haathon ki mehndi kaisi sajti hai...
Us mehndi ke peeche us bewafa ne mere naam ko chhupaya hai...
Woh apni saheliyon se pooch rahi hai, "Main kaisi dikhti hoon?"
Saheliyon ne kaha, "Aaj to tu chand ki tarah zameen par utar aayi hai."

Par bhool gayi woh bewafa dekho is ehsaan ko...
Ki is chand ko itna haseen kaise banaya gaya...

Ab woh apni saheliyon ki baahon mein ro rahi hai...
Keh rahi hai, "Ab aap sabko humein chhodne ka waqt aaya hai."
Par usne ek pal ye bhi nahi socha...
Ki uska kya hoga jisne us par jee jaan lutaya tha...

Dekho, kaise woh sir ko jhukaye nikaah ke liye ja rahi hai...
Jaise kisi ne use rangeen daawat ke liye bulaya ho...
Jab usse poocha gaya ki kya tumhe ye daawat manzoor hai - ae nikaah...
Toh dekho, fir ek baar uski palkon par aansuon ka sailaab aaya hai...

Sochne lage sab ki kya hua dulhan ko is haseen mauke par...
Par main jaanta hoon ab aakhri palo mein use mera pyaar yaad aaya hai...

Rote-rote uski aankhon se aansu jab uske haathon par gire...
Tab use shayad un aansuon ko baar-baar pochne wala yaad aaya hoga...
Ehsas ho gaya use shayad ki is mehfil mein hum bhi hain...

Mujhe dekhte hi use dekho meri saari wafaon ka silsila yaad aaya hoga...
Poocha gaya fir usse daawat-e-nikaah ka sawal...
Par is baar bhi un gulabi hothon se na koi jawab aaya...

Rote-rote uski saans ab thamne lagi thi...
Log kehne lage, "Aaj ye haseen mauke par kudrat ka kaisa azaab aaya hai..."
Uski maa-ne use aakar poocha, "Kya hua tujhe, ae beti..."
Par woh kya jaane in aansuon ke peeche usne apni wafaon ko chhupaya hai...

Reh na paya mera dil meri jaan - ae wafa ke aansuon ko dekh kar...
Maine socha shayad maine hi yahan aakar mere pyaar ko rulaya hai...
Galat hai meri soch, galat hai mera uthta har kadam...
Kyuki ab woh meri nahi, woh to kisi aur ka hamsaaya hai...

Uth kar chalne laga jab main is mehfil-e-nikaah se…
Tab mujhe laga jaise kisi ne peeche se mera naam pukara ho…
Mud kar dekha jab maine ki kon hai wo shakhs…
To pata chala ki meri hi jaan - ae wafa ne rote hue mera naam pukara…

Ruk si gayi har dhadkan, waqt ka har ek pal tham sa gaya…
Koi samajh hi nahi paya ki ye waqt me kaisa badlaav aaya hai…
Mehfil-e-wafa ka har ek aadmi mujhe dekhne laga…
Ki kon hai ye jisne is khubsurat mauke ko itna badsurat banaya…

Abhi tak jin aansuon ko maine palkon ki qaid me chhupa rakha tha…
Dekho wo behne lage ab kyunki mera mehboob roti hui aankhon se mujhe dekh muskuraya…
Mehfil-e-nikaah mein baitha hua har ek shakhs mehfil se uth gaya…
Kyuki dekho mera bichda hua mehboob bhagte hue meri aur aaya hai…

Lipat gaya mera sanam meri baahon mein aakar is kadar…
Jaise usne khud ki jaan ko meri jaan mein sama diya ho…

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Mere Jaan - ae Wafa...

Duniya ki riwaazon ne mujhe rok rakha tha par lo aaj maine saari duniya ko tumhare khaatir thukraya hai…
Behne lage meri aankhon se aansu is kadar jaise sailaab aaya ho…
Sochne laga ae kismat tune bhi kitna ajeeb khel dikhaya hai…

Mahfil-e-nikaah mein hone lagi hazaron baatein…
Ki dekho is pagal ladki ne Khuda ke farmaan ko thukraya hai…
Is nikaah ke rishte ko tod tune ek masoom ka dil dukhaya hai…

Sunkar in lafzo ko meri jaan ne itna kaha…
Ki tumhe us masoom ki parwah hai jo kabhi mera tha hi nahi…
Kabhi is masoom ka bhi to socho zara jise maine na jaane kitne khoon ke aansu rulaye hain…

Main nahi jaanti kya nikaah, kya rishta, kya gunah maine kiya…
Bas main jaanu to sirf itna jaanu ki maine to Khuda jaisi sacchi apni mohabbat ka farz nibha diya hai...