Pyaar Ke Chalte Zindagi Barbad Ho Sakti Hai

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Hamari kahani Facebook se shuru hui. Hamare beech kai cheezen samaan thi. Pehle hum samaan baatein karte rahe, phir kuch dinon baad usne mera phone number maanga. Maine vishwas karke use number diya. Baatchit ke dauran, usne mujhe prastaavit kiya, halankeh usne Facebook par hi kaha tha. Usne kaha ki woh mujhe majboor nahi kar raha hai, aur jab mujhe pyaar hoga, toh main khud bata dungi.

Kuch samay baad, mujhe bhi usse pyaar ho gaya, aur maine Facebook par use "I love you" kaha. Usne ise gambhirta se nahi liya aur mujhse milne ki ichha vyakt ki. Lekin main dar gayi, kyunki main khud ko achhi aur smart nahi samajhti thi, isliye maine use milne ke liye kai baar taal diya. Ek din, main bahut gusse mein thi aur us raat woh mere colony mein aaya. Usne kaha, "Shruti, main tumse pyaar karta hoon, kya tum mujhse pyaar karti ho?" Maine haan kaha, jisse main bahut ghabra gayi thi.

Uske baad, woh baar-baar online aakar mujhse yeh sawaal karta raha ki kya main sach mein usse pyaar karti hoon. Maine kaha ki haan, main karti hoon. Usne mujh par bahut dhyan diya aur main bhi uski parwah karti thi.

ek din hmna milan k liya decide kiya church pe mai gyi aur wo bhi aaya but late thoda but i ignore it hmna jada baat nhi ki mra pass time kam tha aur uska dost bhi tha hm apni baat kisko nahi btana chata tha isliya…

baat hoti rahi bich ma kuch dino k liya baat band ho gyi qki uska mama aaya hua tha usa apna mama se dar lagta tha us se puchti bhi thi wo nhi btata tha laga wo chod kr chala gya pr nhi sab sahi ho gya phr asa hi baat hoti rahti thi hm daily raat ma baat karta tha 12-1 bja tak sab sahi chal rah tha 2-3month se mujha dhoka se bhot dar lagta hai aur lagta tha usa mai hmsha khati thi ki agar mai kabhi bhi apko dhoka du to dhoka dana se phla mai khud mar jau gi….

wo gussa bhot karta tha aur khata tha ki shruti ek baat k dhiyan rhaa mujha kabhi gussa mat dila diyo… phr ek din usa gussa aa gya mri kisi baat pe pr mai samjhti hu ki wo itni baadi baat nhi thi jitna usa gussa aaya usna kha ki tu dhokabaj hai mana tujhse pyar kiya aur tuna jhut bola usna mri baat na samjhi na socha jo aaya muh me bol diya gali bhi di mai roti rahi usna kha aur tra aur koi bf h bhot ladka h tra picha wo call pe call karta rah us time papa bhi ghar hi tha usna kha bhar nikal ghar se jo hoga dakha jyga apna papa ko bula but thank god wo thanda ho gya jab se hi wo mujhse dur rahna laaga i mean jsa phla hmri baat hoti thi ab wsa nhi hoti thi

mai bhot pyar karti thi ab wo care bhi nhi karta tha wo mujhse hr choti se choti baat pe chodna ki baat karta tha but mai usa pyar karti thi bhot kuch suni mana uski…

but mana uski hr baat ignore ki gussa mujha bhi aata tha shayad us se jaada pr mai usa khona se darti thi mai ya nhi khati ki wo mujhse pyar nhi karta care nhi karta bewfa hai NO i never say that …. mri life mai koi nhi -tha uska siwa ….

hma aasa hi kam se kam 7-8 month ho gya milna ko khati thi but nhi milta tha wo khata tha ki kisi din tujha bhot bada sprise duga phr se ignore karti rahi hm us din k baad se nhi mila wo serf phli mulakat thi zindagi ki ……

khata hai ki mri life ma jo aaya ga uski life ma bhot problems aaya gi uska sath yahi hota tha bhot problems hoti thi bhot chot lagti thi mood nhi sahi rahta tha ek din uski bhot tabyaat khrab ho gyi us time bhi wo mujhse naraj tha wo hospital ma tha mana socha wo mujhse baat nhi karna chata ab but mujha apna pyar pe trust tha ki wo naraj ho sakta h pr mujha chod nhi sakta uska dost se pucha usna mujhko btaya ki wo admit hai mai bhot roti thi pr us din khud pe bhot gussa aara tha ki agar mai uski life ma nhi aati to ya sab nhi hota

sad rahti thi but aasu nhi aaya pta nhi q then usna call ki mna resive ki muh se aawaj bhi nhi nikl rahi thi dil bhot taj se dhadk raha tha usna kha ki raat me online mil mana kha bs thik h baat ki pr mana us din decide kar liya tha ki mai chod kr chali jaau gi so wo hi hua usa chod diya shayad wo aj nafrat karta hoga mujhse bewfa samaj rah hoga …

but mai bewfa nhi hu mana apni wafa dikhi mra uska bina rahna ek saja se bhi batar saaza h ya bhot roti hu jeena k bhi man nhi karta aj phr akeli rah gyi mri hr dua ma uski slamti rahti h mri jaan ko kuch na ho hr pal usa khush rakha aur mri yadd na aaya… …. mujha maaf kr da ….A ….